my feelings is that if this god guy always existed, then the energy matter came from always existed. maybe the energy is what some think is god.
and rebel, yer definition is more like the one for 'agnostic'. i feel there's no way to prove there's a god, at least in the god that people were told existed. and i have a time grasping the big bang thing. something that proves evolution is how the deeper you dig, the sompler life gets. fist you find fossils of things like krill, then shrimp n fish, then mice, monkeys then humans. even if the dating is a bit off, that doesn't disprove it. and the 600 yr old earth theory where this god guy created light in transit is total malarkey!